This life is such a short one and I don't want to go on living believing that I am worthless.
Hello my beautiful blog followers - whoever you may be. I am glad you are here and this phrase above has been in my mind a bit as of late. I have really questioned my abilities in my life and they have always been such unknowns. Whether it be in school, work, or my relationships, I have never really felt like I was enough. It's a hard concept to grasp, I suppose. Recognizing that you are fully enough and that God has equipped you with all the necessary abilities to fulfill His calling for your life. The Lord has really been pushing me these past few months to grab on to my God given skills and freaking use them already. HA. The hardest thing for me has been to accept that I am gifted, we all are really. God gives all of us unique giftings. He has given me an ability to forgive, which I watched my parents struggle with for years. I never really understood why it was so hard for them to forgive each other. I'm pretty good at wiping peoples slates clean and having a fresh start. Maybe that is because I had to be, with working in education, I'm not sure but I do know that I am good at it. I guess I just figured that out recently. That I am good at things and God chose me to do them. How stinking crazy is that. That God chose me to do these certain things that others wouldn't be able to do. Working with adolescences is another thing that God has called me to do. I am really enough in these areas and I am enough because God says I am. He says we are all enough in some way. No I am not the best at a lot different things but that doesn't mean I am not gifted. This is such a hard thing to accept I think in this world. People constantly want more and never feel like they are good enough based on societal views of "good enough". I particularly like this very much because I want to accept in my own life that I am enough. This is an unknown I've always struggled with but I am getting better at grasping that God has chosen me and called me to do certain things and that I am enough in His eyes. That is really all that matters, isn't it? That we are enough in our Father's eyes. How our creator views us is so beautiful to me. He sees us as good and loves us so. How awesome. Let's try to grab on to that more. You are enough my dear reader.
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